I still have no idea what I’m doing here, this feels like a mistake and at the same time it doesn’t, more like a huge obstacle, can’t give up now.
Nevertheless, I’m so tired, so so tired, I can’t fight any longer, never thought I would like these words let alone put them on paper, I really want to go home, I feel as if I’m missing some important family moments, going ghost prior to the choice I now think was a mistake, a fairly large one.
Enter the upbeat voice, which is entirely pointless, simple because it’s just words and fruitless thought, saying you’ll pull through is just you kidding yourself, this is the darkest level of the abyss and there is no climbing out of this one.
Enough of your half hearted nonsense, you’re not proving anyone wrong anytime soon, and should tell you why?
It’s because you’re a quitter, you lack the mental drive to succeed, you have so much potential or had, you had a bright future when you were young, probably because you lacked the mental capacity to process emotions.
Don’t waste anymore paper, no more tree
Stop, and sleep, thanks, this was the right thing to do.
-A heartless assassin
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